Went downstairs on the street outside of my apartment and walked into a wall of synthetic weed. It must have been vaped as a bunch of people got on the bus and it was just lingering but quite strong. I couldn’t tell where it was coming from and had to walk away. For someone like me weed can be dangerous. It is mind bending. People don’t realise how bad weed can be for a lot of people. I am all good and I didn’t have any issues but when odd thoughts start to arise after the fact at least I know why.

An old school graffiti writer was a big weed head and a decade or so ago he killed himself in a delusional state. It was quite gory and he was just that affected by the weed he had lost his mind. Even with these tragedies people continue to use it which isn’t the problem, the problem is the social aspect. People want their friends to do what they do, or acquaintances and not everyone has the same tolerance. I had a friend telling me he had LSD with a peer and the peer started having schizophrenic symptoms.

These people are only young. Normally they support each other through their drug taking so it doesn’t get out of control but still. I am not zero tolerance with drugs but zero tolerance with the social aspect. But nearly everything is social in the human world.

I am still recovering from jet lag, I better get to bed soon. The nights have been pretty cold in Sydney. The days are temperate, only slightly cold. I am curious to see if I will feel hungry in the morning. It is a kind of lonely weekend but I need to reset.