In terms of finding material for new work I have a great amount of video stills and other images from my various work. I am finally able to start painting properly as I have an easel now. It is good to get a start. On Sunday I may have an interview. It got me thinking about how I would wander around aimlessly and graffiti tag for years. Once I started on my medication I stopped tagging. The obsessional urge was gone. It has been good because then I could make more complex work and leave the obsessional behaviour behind.
In a way I am still deluded but that is my safe guard from the snapping heels of reality. I don’t feel hemmed in by the expectations from other people. The truth is most people are happy to see you working having a go.