It is interesting seeing the different narratives of current events swirling around. Little soundbites, some video, photos mixed with AI content, real content, heavy censorship in play. I am kind of informed from some angles, lots of arm chair enthusiasts dropping their take on events. I was told the next week and a bit is going to set the scene as it is all spin mostly. I had an old friend drop by my work the other day and he seemed to see the bigger picture.

There was a lot of content online until the censorship kicked in. I was a little under the weather this week. I was sweating away Tuesday and Wednesday but more Tuesday. I had Tuesday off at least. It has been annoying in my work life to see some ongoing issues in another store that have been tolerated rather than solved. So it has been tricky to be in another environment that has people problems. Not that my neck of the woods is all great, it is just that I do have people who are reliable.

Also I was having general trust issues about going overseas, it isn’t the danger part or the general breakdown of energy and what not. It was more that I tolerate being around people in general. I am just not in a people mood. I have lost my tolerance. It isn’t really about other people though, it is just my own general stupidity and lack of faith in my own abilities. Also it isn’t about a lack of confidence. I have my own reasoning and I almost need to have two weeks off just to read and take it slow. Generally I am overworked. Time away would help but I might take a week off after Easter before the holiday unless the current decline is accelerated even more before that.