The last couple of weeks have been busy and there have been some changes which are good. I just need to be present for my family and I am trying to keep up with friends. You know I spoke about attachment a few posts ago and what can happen is things usually turn out different to what you wanted. The answer though to a lot of this is just being neutral and somewhat open to what can actually work or is working. 

It is kind of obvious and most people know that but then again some people see that not getting what they want (is it what you need?) means they can unleash some kind of unpleasant reaction. They can then lose patience, push away, find reasons to dislike someone, whatever they feel like unloading but it negates anything positive happening at all. Is that what people want?

In some ways anything can work in some way or other. Sometimes you choose what you don’t want out of love because you feel for that person. They may not feel the same way about you but you choose to let them be what they feel they want to be. That is real love, letting go, letting what is going to work exist. To be honest, maybe it is something to do with my Qigong practice but I feel at times love raining down on me. I let my heart explore the ether, I let it free.

I totally understand how saying all of this can look like a wank move, ha ha, te he but it is real. More real than slander, hate, and this love that just floats around is not some kind of romantic or lovey dovey kind of thing. It is in fact a natural state. It is industrious and is original. The inspiration, what moves everything. I am not saying that destruction doesn’t have any place in all of this, it is also original. These extremes are a default setting. They always play out and one doesn’t win over the other. You just choose which one you tune into and choose to propagate.