With doing aerosol work there is the whole pain then reward threshold. Sometimes there is a comedown that can last a few days. Sometimes I look at old work and I like what I see then the newer the work is though the more I don’t get into it.

I am just happy to be creative though. I feel super awkward with what I do but I just have to do it. It is hard to describe the contradictions I feel. They are best a mix of emotion’s and there is a drive but it tapers off at different times. I am also happy with it but normally in retrospect.